jonn_merc

sit down relax...take a gulp of ice cold coke on my desk..took a really deep breathe.....its has been a hectic month for me..duty after duty back to back, weekends and p.holidays burnt.i missed every single second of my time.time with my family, my bed, my com, and of cos my brothers.

time to come back.i realized it seems rather awkward or weird to be talking about family here.most blogs i've visited usually talk about random stuff especially loveship and bullshit about the person next to them in the train and bus.i missed my parents.kinda gay i noe.when was the last time i had a proper meal with my mum?my dad?

dad was drunk last weekend.called me and i went to pick him up as usual.but tis time round it was totally different.he spout lots of....nonsense?i duno mayb it wasn't nonsense.ppl say...drunk man speaks the truth.i kind of able to handle wat he told me tat night.but wat i cant accpet was when he literally made me smoke in front of him.to prove that he's still sober and the next morning he would tell me he remembers it all.

could feel mum's stress level at work is increasing rapidly.haven seen her flying around tat often.it used to be once per year and thrice per 6months and now once per week.im moving on with my career.i think.

sch hasn't been very smooth lately too.having damn lots of difficulty doing my assignment.of cos it was last min.is tis jus another parcel of life?talking about other blogs where they share about loveships.i wonder if i had any i could openly share.every girl i so-called attracted to always turn out to be attached when my courage picked up.what does tis mean?

these are jus all my issues lately. just wanna start a understatement poll since im here.





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